Hi,
This is my first journal entry and I'm pretty sure it won't be worth reading. I'm probably just going to blabber about stupid shit on my mind, or somethings that bother me..I usually think about the things that bother me too much.
For instance I think I need better morals, I try to have good morals but then I break them and feel like a shithead. I think a lot of people my age could really care less about morals. But I try to. I'd like to say I'm somewhat mature, but if you saw me with my friends, you'd know I was lying. I guess I can be mature at times, or when I want to be.
Anywho, I'm Nikki Rosemary Roviso.
Right now, today, a new My Chemical Romance video came out! I was very excited to watch it because I wasnt even sure if they were going to make a video for it! It's called Desolation Row, and it is a cover song for the new movie Watchmen coming out soon. I'm actually not sure when it is supposed to come out haha.
OH funny story:
So I wanted to get the song Desolation Row before anyone else like a mcr fan that I am, so I read you could pre-order a CD of it. so basically I did, without reading the full description, because what other than a CD could come in the mail.
WELL I was sorely mistaken, when I received a vinyl record in the mail with pictures from watchmen on both sides and 2 songs on it.
wow did I feel like an idiot when I opened up that box, that I was so excited to receive and there was a vinyl record in there.
Honestly why in the world would it be a vinyl record?!...No wonder it said "very limited" next to the order....who the hell would want it?! haha
Actually I can't say that, my friend, who is like one of the only other MCR fans I know, wanted to buy it off me, but I told her no, cause I thought it was just a cool random thing to have. And maybe some day in the future I will by a record player to listen to the one good vinyl record that I own. haha.
I like to have random things that are of no use to me, haa. its just how I am. idk for some reason if you walked around in my room, you'd prolly say what do you use all this goddamn crap for, and honestly I don't even use half of the things I have. I kinda want a Jabba the Hutt action figure just to say I have it when I've never seen Starwars. that's another thing to do!
1. see Starwars.
hm I just realized through a txt msg I just sent,
I dislike stupid people, some people can say or do something that I honestly don't care about at all and it will piss the fuck out of me. for instance, I just gave one of my friends from school my myspace link through a txt.
I just checked my myspace and there was no friend request. so I asked him what was up and he said 'I forgot'
what the hell! seriously. people are stupid. It's little things like that, that kill me.
I also have a pet peeve of people touching things in my house. I like to be alone, i can't help that. I'm alright with having people over but it drives me insane. I dont like careless people who through things around, because i like to take care of the things i like.
For instance, last year, i lent one of my favorite purses to one of my best friends, it sounded like a good idea at the time because we were going to trade for a week or so.
so we did and i didn't see her for a couple of days, but when i did and she had my purse i wanted to hide it from her. she was throwing it around and carrying it by one strap and i started freaking out.
I lied to her and told her my mom didn't want me lending out my purses the next day.
Another pet peeve of mine is when people don't have any regard for anyone but themselves, i mean when people take my stuff or ask me for something when they know i'll say yes, because if I say no, i'll sound like a selfish bitch.
One of those would be like homework to copy, especially if I actually tried to do it. It pisses me off when they get the same grade as me but they don't do anything.
Or when I do something for someone but they'll never return the favor,
for example, last year I bought this girl lunch after she asked me in some sweet phony voice for it. and I know if the tables were turned she wouldn't do it for me.
So, by now whoever read this far prolly thinks i hate the world, well I don't. I'm actually usually a very happy person. Usually people tell me they are surprised that I laugh SO much, haha. Well I consider that a good thing. I guess I should stop writing because I don't think it interests anyone, but I guess I'm making my old English teacher proud. haa. All she wanted me to do was write, after she read my poetry, I'm not sure if I'm very good. I think I was just the only person that actually tried. ha. but she tried to put me in some poetry slam where you read your poems aloud to people. and public speaking isn't my forte. So you can probably guess how that went.

Well it's getting late and I actually have a job, if you'd believe it. hah. so g'night. good morrow, haha.

-nikkro<3
xoxo